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a Public BLOG我到底该不该公开自己的全部？我到底能把自己敞开多久？能敞开到何种程度...
人长大了才发现，一些时候说出的话是会有很严重后果的。
可能当时是如何如何的意气风发，可过后发现，这些曾经看似单纯直白的文字不但会影响自己的心情，更会影响自己身边的人...
我终于还是把日志全部删掉了，只留下一篇吧，还是曾经质疑自己而现在却已经写不出的鸟语...
i cannot keep a public blog for long...it would be suicidal...everyone has his or her own world that can't share with anyone else...i mignt as well slit my chest and show u my pumping heart,arteries and all...but cannot let it be this way...
During the past days...i simply show myself too much how i would like to be perceived. Guess it must made someone sicked to his stomach, even pucked! i may be streching it a bit, but when can i be truely rid of all these apprehensions and follow the pumping organ???
i should be grateful of all the attetion from about and here...
i should be working hard and counting the future days positively...
i should be doing a lot of things that i may not feel like doing but absolutely have to
or, maybe i shouldn't???
2006-04-11 00:17 |
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